Alright, let me just quickly clear up that "no I am not dead." I have, however, been having this reoccurring dream like thing for the last several months. It’s not every night but I would say about once a week I dream that I die. Well it’s sort of a dream. I’m not actually sure what happens in the dream or "how" I die. What I do recall is just before I wake up the thought that runs through my head is “OMG I just died.”
Yes, it is a little creepy to have the thought that I'm dead and it's that thought is what wakes me. The funny thing is that it doesn’t even startle me awake. I just wake up and it takes me a minute to figure out that I’m not dead.
Of course I’m not sure what is more weird, the fact that I realize I died in a dream or the fact that when I wake it takes me a minute to figure out that I’m not dead.
Then I'm left wondering what on earth is that supposed to symbolize anyway? As far as I can tell it still stays within the parameters of that supposed rule that you’re never supposed to see yourself die in a dream. I don’t and it’s not like that falling sensation. I just suddenly realize… I’m dead. Fortunately, I’m not really dead, well unless I am and this is all an illusion. J
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